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it has been a whole year for working now. as mentioned before so man things happened. and i dun;t wanna make it a report.people talk, peolple fake. people stuck me , peolple cheat me,peolple stop me, people help me , people love me. i hate some of them i like some of them. i am afraid some of them, i love some of the. i can not understand some of them, i kick some of them. some of them kisses some of them;s asses everyday , which made some of them feel sick of it. some of them consolidate their camp  step by step by taking advatanges of others. it is not a fight. it is just peolple and life, some of them tell some of them they gonna hang on but some of them just make things stoped there. it good for some of them find a new place to begin with but till they know how to deal with foxes it is useless to change a place like you will always be on earth till you are dead man. as simple as that, people do this and people do that .it is not white and black. you get over some of them, when some of them trying to kick your ass in the ass kicking game .peolple ask y, it just as simple as that.people do this and people do that. when some of them do not wanna voice out and just make things floating under the surface, then some ot them will take advangtage of it some of them tell be to be coutious then they got old which made me depressed. when they depressed but life is still going on , then they have to fake. when some of them tell me too seek for alternatives they never thought why things always happened in this way or just puued water on the fire not on the source. cuz you can't tell the painful truth which some of them afraid of, which made everyone fade. you tried to persuade , you try to understand, but things still happened. wt should i do ? i shouted and i cired then it is useless cuz you have to be high, you have to paly wise. get out of the dilemma then you win? no dude, never as long as you are on earth.yesterday , yesterday like any day. some of them tell me to foresee when everytime wt i can foresee is bad things.peolple pusehd and people don;t listen, peolple selfish .don;t get depressed cuz everyone knows.made the rap of my own that how it happens.you tell peolple to honest, they can't. i fight for those who has been set on his neck then my neck was set. the truth is tow choices, either you pushe peolple or people push you. be high and be fake .aren't you ever heard whcih lie seems to be most true, those contain 98% truth and only 2% lie. you will never get a chance again to take advantage of me just because i am nice to you .

   peolple always wanna take sth from you. don;t get depressed cuz you wanna sth from them as well .make people listen you have to be loud and why they are always cheap ? why always who is not cheap are always nice ? peolple know it is true but pls ! cuz it is true......
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those good old days.
i miss you all sweeties ! those the trainig;s short time and i ever even know how you guys played at work but let'es just let those scenes be there then never changes. people come people go that's how it works
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so why depressed. you can get high even if everytime you are thinking too much cuz you know wt people want.never give then all wt they want .......i gonna laugh and play with all of you in this bullshiting dilemma games . it is just a game. so why not have fun!

//Sen is insane.